Poser-riffic

tralala....

2007-06-26T17:54:00.000-07:00

it's been like one month plus since i've updated this dead blog...
don't ask me why...it's complicating...lols....
anyways...recently i've came up with the stupid-dess thing to actually /???..you knowwww..
then i've thought it over like a million times..
every second or every moment i hadn't got anything on my mind then it'll come straight into mine......
how dumb can i be to actually think like that...so stupid.....!!
my condition is i've lost my LOVE and my 2 best friends...

well......i'm sure out there there's many better guys that will actually deserve me....
oh he'll even come back to me one day..
i mean who knows...but i'm not gonna put my hopes high at all...cause the future is like really really unpredictable....u seriously NEVER know wad's gonna happen..one day u'll feel like u've got everything and don't need anything anymore and in a snap u've lost everything....it's possible k..it happened to me......
the thing that actually changed my mind was when i read meiyi's blog
i mean not read....*saw the pics*
I WANNA SIT WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE and we'll just talk bout anything
I WANNA BE WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE during a sun set on the beach..
I WANNA BE HELD BY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE forever ...and he'll never leave me
I WANNA BE WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE forever and ever....
no matter wad happens we'll be together forever....

sooo..if i actually ??? myself i'll never ever get those things that i want...
it's so so not worth it....
haihhss....

ohh...yesterday i was talking ??? then he told me that this gal and a guy they were together in form 3 and the broke up after 6 months ....the guy left the gal cause they weren't compatible at that moment...i mean HELLOOO form 3 we'll like so INNOCENT, IMMATURE and dunno how to think person...so actually no point having relationship at this time..i mean u're DEFINITELY not gonan get married with the person u're with when u're together with during secondary school rytee.....it's stupid....anyway back to the story...THEY'RE TOGETHER NOW...and their happier then ever....ehhehehehehe.......i'm so happy for them....fyi they're 19 yrs now....

puan ernice said *wouldn't it be better if this UNKNOWN person just walks into ur life and u just fall for him and u guys would have to much in common and then u get married...that would be like PERFECT.......

confusions takes over me

2007-05-21T20:51:00.000-07:00

thought i was OVER it..
but NOO!
haihh....
why isit so hard...its already been closed to 2 weeks..

neways i'm sick AGAIN
i was sick like a month ago and now i'm sick AGAIN
this sucks man
like wtf must i get sick again
first it was a sore-throat
then i staretd sneezing like some idiot in mels hse and then got a HIGH FEVER
and and mels made a statement that i got sick cause of the cryings and all
but i've already stopped crying for one week de...whyyy???
i hate this so so much.....

maybe i should just ERASE u off my life so that i can move on totally
as in not even be friends with you
but i dun wanna lose u as my friend....
haihh..i dunno la
dun even feel like going for tuition tonight...
still got my blocked nose and FEVER!
FCUK it man!
fine...i shall not go for tuition...
newaysss waiting for jh to come back from school....i wanna know my KH and BM MARKS!

oh oh oh and thanks alot YWL!
i've got a freaking 47 for sej....happy now?!

my marks are like ok ok like but if he didn't do that to me a DAY b4 my exams i would have definitely done betterr!!

bm: ??
bi : 91 A
maths: 95 A
science: 66 B
geo: 77 A
sej: 47 C
kh: ??

...damn just wish i can get that A for bm and kh..hopefully
oh oh and mels room rite has that STUDY thingy sticked everywhere
cute but weird!
lols....thanks alot darls for ur time and alll yesterday
sry if i passed my germs to ur baby brothere.....hahahahahaha

over over over

2007-05-17T00:58:00.000-07:00

i will definitely miss you so so fucking much

no more calling ur number and start telling bout my day
no more sms-ing till so LATE
no more trying to go out with you
no more trying to tell my mum bout you
no more everything
no more going to tuition earlier
no more hugs
no more YOU!

but there's nothing i can do now!
so i promise myself never to talk bout the memories i had with u anymore
just forget bout everything
bout the first time u held my hand
the first time u hugged me
the first time u called me
the first time we met again since standard 6

everything it's just gonna be gone from my heaD!
i can do it i know i can!
and i want to!
im just so dumb so so DUMB to fall for everything u said to me last time
wad was up with me man...god wake me up

k k....
i'm over !

the last time

2007-05-15T02:39:00.000-07:00

helllooo!
dedicated to YOU

it's over
everything's over
i'm gonna forget bout you and all the past will be nothing to me now
although it's really hard but i've to try my best
cause i can never force you to be with me if u dun wan to
i know u're really pissed and fed up of me prodding you and badgering you to get back with me but i just couldn't control myself k?
and just now EVERYTHING you said to me hurt me till the B R I M weihhss
but it's ok life is never easy
there's definitely ups and downs in it
i had really special moments with you and i guess this is the hardest moment with you
oh well.....i guess time is gonna heal my broken heart now
and i've decided to tell my mum bout it
i still rmb bout 2 weeks ago i was like 90% telling my mum that u were my bf but now it's the total opposite....i really need someone there for me so i guess since she's my mother i'll tell her

when u said u were not gonna talk to me ever AGAIN
it hurt me so so so much
so i couldn't stop but begging u not to do that to me
i just really really wish u'll understand
so now i know that the reason we broke up was cause i dun listen to u rite
then i wonder if i change myself
as in listen to u more
will u still be with me
i'm not sure...
but i have to admit it will take me sometime to forget bout the past and all..
it's definitely not a one week thing or two weeks
maybe a month or more..

but i just wanna tell u being with you was the best time of my whole entire freaking life
i never felt so loved b4 and u were ALWAYS there for me
goshh...i have to focus on my exams so much
so i guess this is the only way i can release everything in my mind
hope u dun mind me writing all these on my blog....

i wanna be friends with you
and just friends if u dun mind
i just want u to be there for me when i'm down and maybe even share my joys next time
but there was a few promises u made to me and i wish u won't break them as it still can be carried out even if we're not together....
-to celebrate ur b'day with you
-celebrate my birthday with me
-and lastly go out on the last day of PMR...
i really wish u did not forget all those things k?

so i guess we're like friends friends now
maybe when time passes and all and when everything is normal again
we can be best friends!
lols..i'm so lame
ohh..and u did promise to sit with me in tuition k?
so i know it will definitely feel really awkward but rmb we forgot bout everything that ever happened....hehesss...

it's gonna be a hard time for me and i hope all my friends will be there to help me go through this phase of my life ....

crying

2007-05-09T23:51:00.000-07:00

gosh it's only been one day
and i've cried i think 6 times from morning till now 2.55 pm
i can't live without u
sometimes i think why live when i dun have u
so i wanna kill myself
but all my friends are like so many ppl care bout u
why do this to ur self...
i too wonder why k
maybe it's cause i love u too much
or isit it's not cause of u and it's bout other things
but there's no more other things
so i guess it's cause of u
i can't just treat u as my friend
cause u'ev become a part of me
and it's really really hard to take that part out of me
it's impossible actually
u guys must be wondering why in the world would i like a guy so much when he doens't love me...it's cause i think i found my mr.right...
it's really really hard to find one k...
and in life not anyone can be mr.right
and love IS about sacrificing....
i know u did love me...
why can't u just sacrifice for me
and now do this to me at the mids of my exams
if u were just a normal guy i would be fucking mad at u
but since u're just part of my heart i will always love u
no matter wad ever that happens u'll always be in my heart
i know i can save this

although u say we are 2 totaly different ppl
but mummie did tell me that opposite attracts
and i guess that is actually thE REASON u're so special to me

u think we dun suit each other
i've been with u for close to 4 months and now u tell me we dun suit
fine maybe i did tell u that i'll change for u and all
but u have to accept and know tht no one's perfect rite
i feel played u know

i talk to u for hours and hours on the phone so how can it be that we dun suit
if we dun suit i wouldn't even have anything to talk to ya
maybe we dun in another way......but i dunno la
i just feel that this relationship can still be saved if i did something now
but i can't do anything
all i'll do is sit in my room stare at my books and then just start crying
it's wad i'll jst do all day
even my exam papers just look all blank to me just now

u said u dun wanna continue this relationship
but deep down in ur heart i know u still love me at least abit
so dun give this up
i dun wanna be like this forever

haihhss...i really really dunno wad to do now
i want u back in my life again
not as a friend but more than that....<33

i love u

2007-05-09T01:42:00.000-07:00

i decided to write bout this so that u can read it and i can express myself

it's been about 4 months and we've gone through so much
u made me so inlove with you
and when u just ignore me and leave me hanging out there without anything
i feel like there's no more point of living
why do i love u so much when u DON"T
how can someone who used to say things like "i love u so much"...just ignore me all a sudden
i dun think things will ever be the same again but i really do hope that u'll come up to me and explain urself...dun leave without an answer and just crying so many times for u
i've never cried in school until that fella made me cry in scouts
and today i did cry again
if i had a time machine, i would pause time when u loved me so much forever!
but were all those things that u said true
it makes me cuirious as u sounded that u really loved me last time but you can just forget bout me in ermmm less than a week
i know i cannnot force u to talk to me
but i'll just wanna tell u that i'm really really sad now and my mid-terms are so so screwed
u can't hide it from me forever so i really want u to tell me wad happened
and i want those times back so so so much now!
i hate hate hate crying...and now i have to do it everyday till u love me again
many people tell me u're not worth it but i only believe in wad my heart tells me
and my heart tells me u are and i'll do anything for u to come bak to me

writen by,
someone **

dead bloggie

2007-05-07T02:31:00.000-07:00

my blog's practically dead de..

but since i'm bored i'm so gonna crap here

let's see exams are in 2 days

and i've not even finished f1 and f2 syllabus wad more f3

so gonna FAIL for mid-terms....

god help me wei

i didn't know studying was so hard...ahahhaha

oh oh this is a FACT

first i was faithed with yy now it's mels

everywhere her family goes my family goes or everywhere my family goes her family goes

hmmmm...

and she blardy hell studies the same subject at the same time with me....

hmpphh

went for SMK USJ8 iu on sat

after like close to an hour of begging my dad to let me go

it's was ermm...kinda fun but disappointing tooO!

i can conclude that

-usj8 guys and gals are HOT

-dun ever listen to ppl who said u can't wear skirts shorter than the knee...it's bullshit la

-the good charlote song is NICE

-i misss themm soo muchh!

-i wanna buy the CHOCOLATE PHONE! it's rm1299...who wanna sponsor for muh

i' ve been blardy crying thrice today de

and it sucks to the max weii

i ain't gonna blog bout it but i'll tell u bout it if u ask me

i'm so so so confused rite now...

and thanks khin xian for all ur time and all

she might be the blurREST person on earth but nothin can replace her.....she's everything to me....gosh she's so adorable!

sad-ness

2007-04-29T05:03:00.000-07:00

my blog is like officially kinda dead
so i'm gonna like make NOTSODEAD

hmmm....
i feel not important anymore
how can u do this to me after all i've done for you
i do appreciate u and u know that
but maybe i just dun show it enough
but there's just no time
wad the hell u want me to do
i get so pissed at u at times
but at the same time i love u so so so so much
nothing can replace u

u knw wad i got no mood now....
ermm...gonna update bout my new room next time

<3

i'm alive

2007-04-21T06:40:00.000-07:00

i'm alive!

wheee

i ain dead nor murdered according to melinda lee su en

so people CLAP!

lols....

friday seemed to be a super long day

-woke up in the morning went to school...

-got matthew's scarf from kevin

-did the tabib hormat

-said some wrong words

-cried (first time this year in school)

-got really angry

-camwhored

-went home

-KX-er came

-played scrabble with him

-mels fetched us to buy the cake

-met up with yy and jin hwei in wong kok

-ate for like long long long time

-went for tuition

-ermmm....yeahhh.....the day just seemed super long and not nice but nice..

lols....so conclusions i can make

-i will never ever attend antoher scout meeting for this year unless i really want to

-i love my little jin hwei so much

-my legs hurt like crap

-me and melinda are really twins

-kx-er HAS A VERY BAD VOCABULARY

-i suck in blogging and i dun wanna continue...

BYEEEE!!

trying to be emO

june...april....may 4ever

i love that gal

june, july, may, april and KX-er

outside my hse...damn nice weih..i mean the scenery

pn molly just looks so W E I R D

i love my sister!!! mel HAD to interupt..jk

darlings forever

2007-04-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

IM here...to announce...

the owner(s) of the blog....

is...

GONE.....

~~one dead. one murdered.~~

tropicana campfire

2007-03-24T21:54:00.000-07:00

TROPICANA CAMPFIRE!!!
it was N I C E
actually it was one of the best campfires i went to la..
some of the sketches were B O R I N G and some were just super duper funny
u should see how that melinda lee su en laughs...
laugh then cannot stop wans..haihhh

and and the air bah thingy was so funny
jin hwei and mels got caught by SIR WING CHUNG to go out but i begged him to follow haha..such a loser of me
oh oh...luckily i didn't go with the powerpuff girls plan
cause the DU ppl did the powerpuff BOYS
and it was sooo nice
the rover's sketch was also nice
but but nothing could beat our sketch hahahh
it's so ermm UNIQUE

neways after the whole thing i didn't even get to spend much time with HER
soooo bad la the tropicana ppl..

anyway...i told so many ppl bout it de.
and i feel so insecured..lols
ohh..fyi sir jeffrey is so trustable...i TEST him
lolss...
after the campfire there was this guy ..came up to me
him: u're raymun's cousin ryte
me: *trying to stare at his nametag JEF-FE....JFRE? JEFF-FER
him: are u yuenling
me: *stares at him * YEAHHH
him : passes me his hp
me: ohh hi COUSIn...lols...and he told me that jeffrey's sending me home
him: okkk.

but i didn't wanna go home..it was still so early....
so me and mels walked around round round and then we danced again
hahahha..

yeaa...thats bout the campfire..
i'll rate it 8/10
HA see higher that wad mels rated
bluekkk

so sir jeffrey send mels home and i was like in the car with him ALONE
goshh..so scary....
but it was fine la after some time..
talked talked talked bout STUFFS haha
and he kinda gave me a short lecture

reached my cousin's place
took bath...then watched chicken run for 20.17 mins and i was sleepy
so my he stopped the show and we went up to kethlyn's room..
awww..i miss her sooo freaking much
so the plan was we dun sleep and talk through out the night till 6 am
so he came wth the guitar and asked me to teach him something
so i was like fine i teach the spanish song thingy
and wow he can learn fast
good good...so he video taped me play
wahh..feel so honoured..
so we talk talk talk till like 1.15 then his mom ask him to go back to his room
so yeaa...then i straight away fell asleep
and the next morning he told me that he practiced till like 2...wahhhh

okkk..that's bout my sat...
ohh and later he might be bringing me to one u
yay!hahaha..he said i have to study first if not cannot go..so
byeee

memories

2007-03-19T04:33:00.000-07:00

yay!wahhh..i'm great cause it's my second post...wahhaha

THINGS I MISS:

memories bout me and her lasts like forever
i still rmb when she would talk to me ANYTIME of the day...
even she was busy she would make time for me
at the time i almost broke down...as in seriously rite..
she advised me through everything
when i was happy she was there to share the joy with me
it was seriously like a GIFT from GOD when i knew her...
i've been through super alot with her and i'm missing those moments sooo much now...
i want it all to be like that again...
where i would send 2000 sms's to everyone
thou it wastes loads of my time but i enjoy it soo much

although things are not the same anymore now
but she's still great to me..
i love love love u alot...
u're just G R E A T

i misssss ballet
i used to like go for ballet lessons 4 times a week..
and and i still rmb the lessons are every wed, thurs, sat and sun
everytime have to rush back from school then bathe and go for lessons which are like 2 hrs each..so it's like 8 hrs a week..damn freaking tiring wan but i still love it..
until i tak boleh tahan de so i stopped...but i FCUKING miss it now!
i miss dancing so much la..even my latin has to stop cause my cous studying in aus now..haihhh...seriously la...i want my dancing life back

JAMBOREE!
i dun wanna talk bout it...
it makes me feel all excited for N O T H I N G

21/4/2006
one of the best days of my life...
i cannot forget it....
it was so weird la ...2DAYS!
hahah....makes me laugh when i think bout it
but still it was fun....
i will never never ever forget wad u've done to me
bringing so much joy..i love ya kor!

shits..got guitar now...ermm..to be continued

haircut

2007-03-19T00:13:00.000-07:00

i've just got my haircut like yesterday...
and i'm dying every second....
agrhhhh..i want it to grow grow grow
i wish it'll not look so bad after like 1 week ....
omg..how am i gonna survive with my condition..
i wanan hide it my room...i dun wanna see the world...
hahaha..goshh..i'm being such a B I T C H

it's not realy that bad la...
just adding suger and spice in..
but it's still just ermm DIFFERENT for me...

meiyi : omg! damn weird *laughs*
yokeyee : turns behind ..saw me *laughs*
jin hwei : u look okie la
melinda : gives me the OMG look at first then after that ok la i guess
sukmunn : asks me ..Yuenling u cut ur hair?
henna : japanese....
erina : *shocked*o_0
art teacher : u look younger
andrew : look like some small gal
roy : damn weird weihs
mathew : omg damn weird
ivan : YUENLING U LOOK SO LALA

haihhhs..sooo manny weird comments...btw they're in order from the time i came to school and went back...got smr but i kinda forgot de...neways..who to trust weii.....anddd...i've have to go for tuition and all..means they'll be more ppl to see....and this sat going for the campfire..and i'm gonna meet MORE ppl theree..haihh..okk...i'm being such a stuck up again..

neweyss...most prob got bout 10 ppl going for the campfire de..so we can go!
yay!

oh oh..the convo with sirvincent
me : hello
him : waddd (haihhh so rude )
me : got tropicana's campfire this sat night wanna go (trying to be rude too!)
him : ermm....can la can....
me : okie! i'll call u again la then
him : okkk...byeeee
me : bb ( wtv)

haihh...ohh..here's how bad i look

tied up hair goshh...look so BAD

lalala

i want my long hair back!

oh oh..almost forgot...
I LOVE AND HEART ERINA TAN SING HUI so muchhh
she's the best..hahahah
love ya loads mummie..
u were like there for me all the time..ehheh..love ya!

and to HER
i'm really really really sorry bout wad happened k...
it's all my fault and i do regret ...
i'll always love ya forever darls

can't sleep

2007-03-14T10:31:00.000-07:00

it's like blardy 1.30 am now and i can't sleep

i dunno wad to do without you
i dunno wad to do with you
i love u but i dunno why there's just something bothering me now...
arghhh...annoying-ness la wei...i can't sleep..
i tried to close my eyes so many times and there's only one thing i think bout...
haihh.......i dunno whether our relationship will last....
i want it to last forever but i dunno why i'm so confused rite now....
i love love love u so much....
wish u won't get angry cause i post this but i'm just bothered now
i'm so blardy confused...no wan can understand me now la
even MYSELF...arghh.someone just RESET my brain

mixed feelings

2007-03-11T00:19:00.001-08:00

i'm damn damn damn happy....
but sad too!haihh

newayss...karsing gave me his phone
cause he doesn't wants it anymore...
and it dropped like soo many times cause of the scouts sketch
oh ...the camp rite even i went for lieke 5 hrs only but it was darn freaking boring weih...the MK was not as nice as last year...and it was just boring la
but there was some memories..which was quite nice *hintss *
no wan knows bout it yet cause i haven't spoken to anyone yet..lol

it was just plain sweet la...hehehe
yea so i hv a phone andddd my mum kinda agreed to letting me go for tropicana's campfire...yay!i'll get to see kaiding there and someother PEOPLE TOO! yaY!!!!
so happy..hhehehehe

u're so busy now
i dun have a chance to talk to u
but u still try ur best
goshh! u're the best!
love ya too much!
gonna miss ya when u're in camp darlingS

wheeeee

leggiee hurtsss

2007-03-06T21:43:00.000-08:00

thanks to ERINA TAN SING HUI
my knee is like SO DARN FREAKING PAIN WEIHHSS
wad kinda mummie is that la...
make her own daughter suffer ni...

haihhh...i'm going to the doctor soon..
hmmm....what if he's gonna inject me with the pain killer..
and it's gonna be injected to my knee
OMG! i dun wannnnn!

i can't even take a tetenus jab
i'm just gonna die in this wan....
god pleaseee helpppp mee..take this pain away
arghhhh..smr it's not all the time wan u know..
it's like the pain goes on and off..
and when i walk down the stairs ar..wahhhh! damn pain..

goshhh...i'm like my mum only wei now..
now i know why she goes all complain-Y when she walks down the stairs
didn't wanna go to school today but since there WAS SUPPOSE to be a science test..
i came..see how good am i..

but but but when science period came...
pn grace said it was postponed to the week after the hols..
shits la...tell la earlier than i wouldn't have to stay up till 1.30 to study
arghh!

anyways....my hse is gonna get renovated..
but i aint that excited cause nothings gonna be done to MY ROOM
it's just for my parents room and BROTHER's room..and downstairs etc
sooooo....everyone's gonna be staying in MY ROOM and and i'll be dump at my cousins house...MUCH LOVE I GET!?! jkjk

haihhh...nvm mummie said she will do up my room in the next renovation soooo guess it's kinda fair but stilll no fair...
haihh...i just want my own walkin wadrobe...that's all
not asking for much alsoo..hmmphss

thinking of wad am i gonna do when i'm at my cousin's place
hmm....online, tv, study , eat , sleep , talk on the phone
lol..its not that bad after all i guess...

k la's which me luck with my knee...
jsut praying that i dun have to operate..hahah
maybe i'm just thinking too muchh

but the food there is seriously nice la..
*yy, gets it*...

<33

tagged

2007-03-04T05:50:00.000-08:00

kena tagged by yingss...and i was BORED

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE

Name : lohyuenling

Birth Date : 25th August 1992

Current Status : hmmmmm.....hmmmmm......P AND C

Eye Colour : dark brown

Hair Colour : actually i dunno..cause i dyed back my hair but the dye seems to be coming off..so yea

Righty of lefty : right handed

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE

My Heritage : chineese

My Fears : losing someone special to me...creeperss

My weeknesses : without that someone special

My Perfect Pizza : peporoni and cheeessseee

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

My thoughts first waking up : rush rush to school..i dun wanna pick up rubbish

My bedtime : 1am - 2am

My most missed memory : THE MALAYSIAN NATIONAL JAMBOREE....eating maggi mee at 1 am at the campsite...the USJ guys singing SEXY BACK to me and mels...FORM 1 ANGSANA *best year ever with bestest friend EVER*...scouts camps and campfires...*the night where mels was soo sick during the jamboree* heheh.....ermmm...my 12 years old birthday party...outing with my darlingss...etc..

LAYER 4 : MY PICK

Pepsi or coke : coke

McDonald's or Burger kings : mc D

Single or grouped dates : hmmmm...both have it's advantages...alone will be like more romantic and group is just PLAIN FUN

Adidas or Nike : nike.

Tea or Nestea : nestea

Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolatttiiieeeeee

Cappuccino or Coffee : cappucino..yummmmss

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...

Smoke : no wayyy....go study ur form 3 science

Curse : sometimes..i mean most of the times

Take a shower : love it! it's sooo ermm..FUN especially when u're in a jamboreee..haha..better than S?X

Have a crush : nopeeess...crush are uselesss..waste of time...just go for it!..lol..jk

Think you've been in love : hmmmm...yeapp!

Go to school : DUH

Want to get married : when i'm of age and found my PRICE CHARMING

Believe in yourself : sometimes

Think your a health freak : so not!

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST

Drank alcohol : YEAP! it makes me go all RED

Gone to the mall : plenntyyy

Been on stage : hmmm...i think the last time was standard 6..CHOIR it think

Eaten sushi : love it sooo much

Dyed your hair : YEAPS!

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER...

Played a stripping game : nahhh..it brings down the MARUAH of me ni

Changed who you were to fit in : NEVER EVER!

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...

To be married : hhmmmm....when the time is rightt....preferbly 25 - 33...*after i finish my degree*

LAYER 9 : IN A GUY..

Best eye colour : anything will be fine...it's not the looks but the personality which is more important but i want dark brown

Best hair colour : dark brown

Short hair or long hair : wtvv

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A minute ago : ermmm...nothing?

Hour ago : eating dinner at my uncle's hse

4.5 hours ago : hmmm..at my neighbour's place

1 month ago : who cares la wei

Year ago : hmmm.......in school???

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...

I love : god..family...GOOD friends....him....music...food...chocolate...etc

I feel : sad at the moment

I hate : you so much...how can u do that to me

I hide : in my room when i'm sad

I miss : the jamboree and HER

I need : YOU

LAYER 12 : TAG 5 PEOPLE

One : MEIYI

Two : SUET TENG

Three : ERINA

Four : MELS

Five : YOKEYEE

2007-03-01T07:40:00.000-08:00

just came back from tuition
omgg..reproduction for plants is SO BORING...
wad wad wad budding and corn and regenerations and craps la
i dun even wanna know how the plants have sex or reproduce la..
and it's sooo boring la...

somemore it was like for 3 hours..
2 hrs maths and and hr for science
maths is sooo hard....the FORMULAE chapter...
wahhh...even harder than algebraic wei
hmmmsss....dun think i can score in maths anymore..

it's sooo confusing...agrhhh
luckily i have double tuition ...plus school...
it makes me learn 3 times....so it'll go DEEP INTO MY BRAIN
hheehe..

pmr is in like 7 more months only
shits la..
but actually the form 1 and 2 just flip flip flip the pages can d..
cause i mean we already learned all we have to do is remember

i really really wanna get that 7 a's soooo badly..
all the contracts are like WAITING for me to claim it only..

oh oh...so after tuition i went to pasar malam..
and i bought strawberry bubble tea...
mixed with the jelly and the black colour thingy
wahh...damn nice weiii

and i walked past this jewellery store and straight away spotted a really super nice anklet...waitt..actually i spotted the butterfly earing..which was so CUTE
but daddy only gave me rm 10..and i wasn't with him then..so i had to buy the anklet..it's so cute la...hehehe*

memories of my long hair...i look darn freaky wei...

me and kethlynx...i miss u soo muchh..<33

GREAT

2007-02-27T01:54:00.000-08:00

i feel so happy lol...
thanks for everything dearie woon yoke yee
without u last night i think i broke down de..
hehehe...

thanks for hearing me crap my way through
thanks for the advises...
thanks for teman-ing me.
really appreciated it

anwayz...that mathew rite put me in some stupid patrol
which i dun like anyone from there
gahh!
hates him so much how dare he do that to his own niece

anywayz..i'm really tired now..
soo tatas

helllooo

confusions takes over me

<3333

fcuked up

2007-02-25T03:18:00.000-08:00

i'm so ????ed up....
i can't stand this no more...
i dun wan it to happen but it's happening
and i can't stop it...
well at least i did...

agrhhh...someone just kill me
i feel so drained and moodless
no it's so not me ....
shit la

haihh..i need to go SHOPPING now
its the only thing that can cure me
lolxx.....
hmmmmmmmmmm....BREATH!

ok ok...i guess that's all ...
arghgh...i need to talk to someone so badly...
haihh...daddy left me yy had to bath
shits la...
i know i'm gonna call someone...

i'm crazy...that's official

cny

2007-02-21T22:10:00.000-08:00

sry for the late update
my love for blogging is fading away
hehes...anwyayz..i'm so ????ed up la..
can't go out...
hmpphhh

i went for some cny dinner on tuesday nite..
and it was so fun
eheh....got to catch up with my cousiess..
and it was my niece and nephew's birthday too!
andd...it was like 3 of them...so
i was bored in the middle of the dinner and guess wad..
i talked to them...they were only like 4 years old.
and i was like telling them my problems and all..
damn cute la..haha

sooo..they are triplets la...two guys and one gal
i mean u expect only one cake rite...but noo..3 came into the room
and it was like one chicken little one minnie and one spiderman
damn cute...and it was rm60 for one..crazy la wei

went home at bout 11...played IN BETWEEN till 1.30..
i lost !
next time i'm not gonna be greedy de...
hmphhss...but it was fun!!
wheee....love love love gambling..hehehe...

oh oh..dun ever believe me when i say i'm full
haha...cause i'll just eat..even if i'm full
hahaha...that's wat my couz said la..
hmm..i'm just practically talking crap la...
so i shall STOP here....

here's some picsss

cousins

plus one more cousin..haha

<3

cute ness

boredness leads to ^^^^

cakesss

ryan

danielle was too scared of the candles so yeaaa

turn ur head to the right

group pic...SPOT MUH

that was how much we were betting for..i think bout rm90 something

OU!

FULL HOUSE!

2007-02-19T00:43:00.000-08:00

happy cny peeps!
hehehe...dunno why but this year i dun have that CNY MOOD thingy ..
haha...my cny was boring but fun...
hehe...miss my couz sooo muchh....
there's like no wan to talk to and share my secrets to now...
haihhh....smr next week going to pd for my grand dad's b'day and no TEMAN la..
shitt....anywayz....from sat morning till monday morning..ive proudly watched 16 hrs of this super nice show FULL HOUSE
it's not the english wan u know..it's korean...
and it's superb..although the show is like really really draggy
butt the acting is great...
wanted to cry but hmmm.....no shoulder to lie on la..
haha...*wished YOU were there*
and it's super touching la...haihh
i'm soooo gonna dl the whole series and watch it again probably after my exams...
hehe...who know's that maybe i wanna learn korean language too!

and and it's super sweet and romantic la the whole show
it stars song hye-ko, rain, Kim Sung-Su and Han Eun-Jung

Han Ji-eun(song hye-ko) lives alone in the house that she inherits from her parents. Her parents named the property 'Full House.' She has two close friends who end up selling the house behind her back to Lee Young-jae (rain). Through a series of incidents, the two make a contract to marry, so that Ji-eun (song hye-ko) can stay in the house that her parents built. Although not in love with each other when they marry, a love between them develops slowly over time. The feelings of love are constantly interrupted by Gang Hye-won (han eun-jung), Young-jae's love interest for quite some time and by Yu Min-hyeok (Kim Sung-Su), a man that Han ji -eun likes.
it's just really really nice la the show...super sweet wan..
it'll be DAMN nice if u watch it with someone u LOVE
hehehe.....hmm...i can quoate some lines

*don't let go my hands until i do..promise me ...*

*when i'm with you i feel different and i'm only like that when i'm with you..*finally after the whole i think 10 episodes he said I LOVE U*...I LOVE U HAN JI-EUN...i love u very much...*

*go now...i know u love her more...it's easy to see that...i'm letting go off u
Yong-Jae go to her now...* omgg...this was said in some super touching way

*will u marry me Ji-Eun...pleasseee....* super touching too

ehheeh...arghh..basically u have to watch the show to FEEL it..hehe...and and u must be patient la..cause the show is seriously super slow and draggy..hehe....love this show so much...and the songs are really really nice too...hmm...here's the link

although we don't understand the lyrics rite...it's really nice too! ermm..u can go find the translated version...and it's soo nice...*winks*

here's some picsss

Yong-Jae and Han Ji-Eun

Hye-Won

Han Ji-Eun

sweet-nya

holiday!

2007-02-16T16:12:00.000-08:00

bloggie on holiday!
i'll be not around till most prob monday night...
so have fun peeps..
and and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
<33

fridays!

2007-02-16T00:48:00.000-08:00

came to school ...was moodless as usual...morning-ness mood actually
haihhx...was still bothered by that ISSUE
soo was not suppose to stay back today wans..
but then since there was CF and scouts needed help for the FOUNDERS DAY
me and mels decided to stay back
and and during recess munnz told me something
and i'm happy now! lol

bell rang...was still rushing with my tuition hw...
then mels came ritteee in front of me....
when she saw me doing my work...
all she could do was give me THE STARE...lolx....
after we went to the canteen and i saw mummy and daddy....
AS USUAL I RAN TO THEM..
and and daddy said that he ate half of mummy's fortune cookie and i'm so mad at him now....go eat mummy's cookie for wad huh huh ??
ANYWAAYYY>>...mels bout milo and chips more and i bought a jus-tea
and she got THE CHOCOLATE STOMACH ACHE....i just watched her in pain..wahahahahha
jk la....ur so weird anyway..eat chocolate and get stomach ache..>WEIRD

went to cf with mels for the second time in my life...
she never goes for cf unless there's no SCOUTS..
lol...anwyayz...cf was boring then FUN
the song choice was kinda like slowly slowly type soo yeaaa..
and the testimonials were kinda nice...
I SAW TZE NIE!!hahah....she looks damn sweet weii
anddd prathini played the violin..BERBAKAT-NYA
then it was the sketchh...
RICE meannsss Reaching in christ everyday
and WINE was something that i forgoten..
neways chee kong was doing the advertisement for the RICE thingy and it was FUNNNNEEE
lol....yeapp..after cf we went down to the scouts den and victoria gave us some tasks...we we incharge of making the layout for the inter-body camp which was help last year....so memories weihhh..hahah...loved that camp...
that was when i met HER again.....and it was when the friendship started again
lol...dunno wad i mean...ask me la k...lol

anywayz..i would like to sort up my family tree...

petbros: roy, edwyn, bernard, andy , ian kam, andrew, louis

petsis: cindy, inkkie

mummiess: first wan: erina seconda wan : suet teng

daddy: KEVIN WOO SHIN YEE

grandfather: jun yu

Advisor: Sir Ryui

Uncle: MATHEW WOO SHIN TZE *sry if it's wrong spelling *, vincent

cousin: kevin tay

darlings: weil, meiyi, mels, jin hwei, yokeyee, suk munn, jey,

PHONE BUDDY: Befitch, weil, mels , yy

yeapp..that's practically it..all of them placed a big impact in my life and without them by myside i dunno wad to do....thanks loads..peepsss...my life won't be complete without u guys...thanks thanks thanks...<33

secret revealed

2007-02-15T00:47:00.000-08:00

i feel so so BAD la....haihh...
dunno wad's that devil doing to me..
making me HATE people...
then suddenly ok de...
then he comes back and makes me hate ppl again.
haihx...my mind's so weak that i can't win the devil in me..
it's like taking over my life and it ain't nice
i hate this...
GOD please please help me....
i dun wan this to happen to me again..
everything's OKIEOKIE now and i like it this way

my valentines was sooo ..GOSHHH nothing can describe it lahh
half the time in tuition was spoiled by melinda * i mean ME*...cause we FAUGHT and my mood was like ALLL GONE!...even HER couldn't get me back happy...but after 8.45 i think i was OKIE againn..yEAA!!!i was talking like some idiot..haha.and it was so boring me and mels went to the toilet to take piccss..haha...*FYI I WENT INTO THE GUYS TOILET*..hahahah...went home and mels HAD to come *jkjk*...went onlines then her mum came ...send her downstairs....called SOMEONE but nooo..SHE wouldn't pick the phone up..so GERAM weihh...

today *thursday*

i totally forgot bout the LEO CLD test thingy..and i even forgot there was LEO today..lol...so i had to make last minute arrangements in school with my parents...luckily didn't kena...LEO was????ermmmmmm....B O R I N G....the talk thingy was super boring even taking the test was more fun..heehe...the test was actually e a s y...i was answering all the crap answers i could think of...hahah...

shout outs

*thanks thanks to jin hwei and mei yi and jeyanthi for always listening to me nag and nag and nag bout the same OLD thing over and over again

*super biggie thanks to MY UNCLE matthew for the advises and all ...great great listener u are indeed

*thanks *thinksthinks* for th super great IDEA..hehe....<<<333

* ermm...a half thankyou to DADDY for listening to half of my story ..hahha

*yoke yee and melinda sry for everything yea...it's not my intention...seriously...i didn't wanna be like that...

* kevin tay for letting me ponteng with u haha..that was fun ...

pressies

2007-02-14T06:38:00.000-08:00

hmmphh..
i didn't get much valentine pressies this year....sobx

anywayz..i got this cute little small tiara from my mum and this love angel keychain from my mum..and i guess min yap's sending me candies and chocolates...and my dearest jin hwei gave me half of her share of chocolates..damn sweet la they all...thanks to all of u guys..<333
especially hwei..although it was like just ONE CHOCOLATE but i really appreciated it..hehehe...
shall post the pics of it in the next post...and and i'm expecting fortune cookies from my UNCLE..lol....

YEAA

2007-02-13T01:10:00.000-08:00

hello peopleeess

it's been one month!

yay! hahaha.....

oh oh....let me show u the talent of me saying i love you

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
American Sign Language - _\../
Amharic - Afekrishalehu
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bengali - Ami tomake bhalo bashi
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Minä rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Guarani - Che ro jhay jhu
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha wau ia oi
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu'umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i'ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te ubesk
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,/,,/
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu'bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag älskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye'u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em yeˆu anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh lib
Yoruba - Mo ni fe e
Zulu - Ndiyathanda

cool leh...the smartness of my brain..hahaha..

abled to keep so much info in it....

lol...anywayz..tomorrow is valentines..

hope all u guys get to celebrate it the way u want to...

it's gonna be so boring for me...hmphh..

oh and mels and yy have fun TOGETHER!

lol..oh and to my dear erina....

it's just soo sad that u have to celebrate it on the beach ALL ALONE>....

smr in the beach weihh..hahah....

have fun thou! witht he bikini..hahah

oh....SOMEONE helped me with my pic..now it's so nice..hehe..

thanks so much...<333

Valentines

2007-02-11T21:44:00.000-08:00

my perfect valantine pressie....

*to spend precious time with the person of my life

*a gift (doesn't have to be exp or anythin as long it comes from the <3)

*something MADE by him...anything will be best

*a hug?

*make me feel like a princess

<333>

yeappp...i dun ask for much wanx..hehe seee such a good gal rite...

schooll wassss OKIE!

went at 7.05 today cause daddy had meeting

so thought miss melinda would be there...but NOOOO she woked up late today..

haihhh....apa la you melinda?!?!

so i talk talk talk talk with erina...

assembly was shit la...so long stand there like idiot listening to speeches and speeches

oh oh let me tell u my family tree..

suetteng and kevin is my parents

sooo mathew becomes my UNCLE or *soak soak* in chinese

anddd soo happened vincent is matt's so called brother...

so he becomes my second uncle * yee soak* in chinese..
heheh..and yeaaa loads loads more old wans..

practically the WHOLE day in class i was folding STARS

and now my fingers hurts like mad...

so pain weii.....

<33>

yuenZ, sukiyoling, *ling ling*, suki...oh wttvv

goshh

2007-02-11T01:13:00.000-08:00

when things get soo bored u do stupid stuff

and then u'll influence other ppl to do it too! ^^

i love him...so not!

yess that's how i look like while studying..NEAT rite..hehe

bro and I

shit la..

i'm addicted to blogging..hahahah

now i understand yy and mels ...

last time i'll be like for wad blog la..wasting time only..hahah yeaaa

anywayz...i woke up like super early today...9am on a sunday

went online for 30 mins...

went for breakfast at seksyen 14

came back went online for a while

then i did my hw / studied from 12.30 till 5..not bad ehh

but but i was studying in the study room and and my BROTHER was with me..hehe

so the camera was like in front of me and there's a person with me...

soooooo...CAMWHORE !! YEAA

picsss:::okkk.....the pics are on top of the post again..shits la..i suck in blogging..yy u better teach me how to drag the pic or something like that...

saturday!

2007-02-09T23:45:00.000-08:00

oh oh that's me with my niece's birthday present..not cheap ok??rm150 lol

do i look like her??she's my sister u know..

love her soo much

BIG-NYA

the blurness of my dog *just like me*

meet goldie~~~

7.10am maid knocked at the door
*ling u got phone call*

wth la who would call me at that time..

said hello and mels was like U JUST WOKE UP???I"m OUTSIDE UR HSE NOW!!

shit! slams the phone runs up changed really really quickly

went in the car and cause mel's mummy was there i said that i actually woke up de...

hehe...so i lied!!...but now u know the truth mels...sryy!!

scouts was sooooo boring at first ...did the marching thingy...damn boring

stand in the hot sun...smr i didn't eat so i was like soo hungryy

ain't nice..then was the classroom time...damnnn boring and not fun too

speciallly when some stupid fcuking form 2 gal shouts at ME and say GO AWAY

WHO THE HELL U THINK U ARE LA BITCH!

u dunno me ar???u dunno wad i can do rite...then i shall show u...arghhh

jkjk...but seriously u're such a ??????

after that we did the pioneering thingy...that part was FUN! hehee

talk pics pics pics...melss i want it!

oh oh and this is a special message to my *TAKEN MELINDA LEE*

i'm really really sry bout just now ya??

for not walking yy out with u and for going back early...

sry ya...i also dunno wad i was thinking by letting u walk yy out alone..

after get raped, kidnaped , muddered and burried under 10 FEET how??

lol...anywayz..i'm sry la k..my taken darling...

fyi i'm damn jealous of NOBODY

how dare u take mels from me...wahahha

oh oh....let me tell u my new CAMWHORE PATNER....

last time mels wan was her little brother

and mine now issss......my dog GOLDIE!

whheee...

here's some pics

okkk...dunno why the pics are uploaded on top of the post

who cares...hehe

tatass!!

scouts

2007-02-09T00:15:00.000-08:00

wad has happned to me??
why do i HATE scouts???
i used to like love it alot alot alot...
i think since this year gua i started to HATE it ..not dislike u know..HATE!!..
hmm...but i have to go cause i want the marks and there's this rule by sir tuck loong that if we skip for 3 times in a role i'll get kicked out ...
so i'm going tomorrow!.*jin hwei u're so mean la...when i can go then u cannot*

scout rite is like the ppl there not nice de la..all the nice ppl gone!lolx..or is it all the nice ppl turn to not nice ppl...hmm...could be that way rite??
anwyayz..tomorrow's troop meeting better be nice..
oh oh and i'm joining kelab kembara....
some super nice club that has pn. FAridah as the teacher
how great is that??
suPERB..she's like one of the nicest person i'ver ever met in my life
and and tomorrow got ice breaker...YEAHHH!!!
me love ice breakers...

bout my day??
i woke up b4 7.15...that's something great k?
so i went downstairs at 7.20 and it was early * to me la*..so i ate my breakfast slowly
then eat eat eat ...look at the time...7.30 de...
shits! so rushed to school and i had to pick up rubbish...sad weihh...so eekyy
school was actually kinda fun today!
we took a surprise GEO test today..and it was ok la..i got 37/40 not bad rite...hehehe
then bm we went to the hall to watch drama...
highligts
*kevin doing the JUMPA LAGI thing was damn funny...hehe..and suetteng replying it too!!
*alwin saying SAYA SUDAH ADA ANAK.haha..that was nice..
*rachel acting with her yeng-ness

kh was fun too!!we did the kuiting and i did my heat shape thingy...HARD TO DO WEI!
then it was science...kinda fun too...REPRODUCTION!!!
school ended and i ate lunch in school...
hanged out with meiyi and jinhwei after that...
fun fun fun!
should do this more oftens on fridays...hehe

touching touching-nya weii
was reading jun hsien's blog just now and then scrolled down down and there's was this post on wen xian leaving to aus and all...wahh...i read then i was like ....AWWWWW
damn sweet lo...someone can actually care bout another person like sooooo much...hahah
sweet-ness of him....l

addicted

2007-02-07T23:02:00.000-08:00

goshh! can u imagine yuenling is addicted to blogging noww!!
lolx...don't know why i suddenly got the mood weiih...hahaha..
anywayz...super pissed cause i didn't get my last super long post posted up...
blogger..i think u're angry cause i never update super long rite..i'm sry..lolx

facts bout me:

i'm SUPER SUPER scared to take the TETENUS JAB!!!
gosh i was like shouting non-stop in class just now cause i saw the mark left by the jab on jin hwei's armm..omggg!!i'm sooo scared..i DUN WANNA take the jab la..

i'm gonna shout agaiin!!cause we have to take some stupid jab called RUBELLA..however u spell it....shits la...why must gals alwayz suffer more than guys..smr ppl say that rubella is more pain then tetenus....arghhHH!!!!

pn.faridah things i'm weird..and i talk alot...true meh/??

i have craves reli reli weirdly...take example today..after school...i wanted to eat icecreamm!
so i saw the ice cream man...and it was driving and i shouted ICE CREAMM!!but no he wouldnt stop for me to buy my freaking ice cream..so i had to walk all the way in to the koperasi and cause of that i missed my transport...darnn!

han wei calls me DRAMA QUEEN....shits la i so ain't a drama queen...ahaha

funny funny

2007-02-07T00:27:00.000-08:00

wow! my second post..lolx..
anywayz..had this really funny convo with pn faridah today...heheh

me: wahhhh....*looking at the newspaper she was reading*.....wahhhhHHH!!!!!got MNG sale
teacher: aiyooo don't talk so loud la.....i'm sure u're a spoilt child la...this kinda brand also know
me: lolx...sure know la..omgg!! got nike swim wear only rm 20! teacher wad u want??
teacher: i want the nike swimwear....de one piece wan yea..
me: wad size u want???XS, S, M, L, XL,
teacher: WAHH SHE DARE TO SAY I CAN WEAR XL....i want a M la.....
me: hehe okie sure if i go...hehehe
teacher: stares at her watch
me: OMMMGGGGG!!!! TEACHER THAT"S A TAG HUERE watch......WAHHHHH
teacher: yes it is!
me: i stared at the super nice watch...it was like blue colour and there was tiny dimonds in it...soooo nice...isit real????.must be very exp rite??
teacher: of course!
me: wahhh if real then must be bout rm 10000 worrrr
teacher: keeps quiet and then she said must be caution on my watch de..lolx..
me: just laughhhh
teacher : looks at the time...YAY! only got 2 more minute to bear with u!
me: so hurt!!!lolx....
*Bell rings*
teacher: jumps up ...YAY!!!!
me: quickly took her things and followed her to her OFFICE....pulled jin hwei along
teacher: sat down at her place
me: WAHHHHHHH...*so the pics on her table*
teacher: aiyo u arrr!!!sibuk-nya.....let's me see more pics
me: nice nice nice....started talking to her bout kelab kembara as she was the teacher....
teacher.: shooed us back to classsss...

SCARY~

2007-02-07T00:11:00.000-08:00

my blog ain't dead!

2007-02-01T06:58:00.000-08:00

i just wanna tell anyone that my blog aint' dead! YAY! thought it was dead cause i couldn't sign in..but now it's OK ! wheee..kinda miss blogging..ok ok..i'll promise to update tomorrow after my hectic day!
friday*tomorrow*
7.25-1.30 school
4-6.30 tuition
7.30-10.00 tuition again

i haven't even finished my hw!!!arghhh...gonna sleep super late today..most prob bout 2??shits!!

lalala

2007-01-17T03:37:00.000-08:00

my neck hurts!!!!
shit la wei
never ever play netball when u're not warm up
or even if u warmed up and then cooled down de
u'll just end up like US
it's bad...trust me
it's super annoying

MELINDA LEE! how dare u don't give me back my wallet
ishhh! my sim card inside wan ar..
smr it's gonna expire at 0000 18 jan 07
ishhh..my 5 bucks is gone

anywayz.nothing to write de la..
ciauz peepx

2007-01-16T04:26:00.000-08:00

FRIENDS are just something u cant buy with money trust me u can't
its impossible to do that.
and i had TWO very good friends right in front of me but i didn't appreciate any of them
maybe i did but it was just on and off
and now the year 2007 we all spilted to different classes
and look what happened
i'm so angry at myself now
i thought i had everything i wanted
but i just found out loosing a friend is worse than dying
although i'm super hurt to find out that u guys HATE me
i admit it ok...i was wrong
so i wanna dedicate this two msges to the ppl that i love sooo much...* i mean it*

yokeyee

why i hated u??
honestly rite i just felt jealous cause i didn't get to recess with u anymore and we our relationship just got further and further and further....
so i just came up with the phrase i hated u...
and i said u betray me cause u didn't wanna talk to me as much as last time...
u too once said that we will be best friends forever although we're in different classes last year...
but look wad happened??
the point i said i hated u was when i thought i had everything....
i will learn from this i promise
and i know you don't treat me as ur bestie anymore like we used to go like *BESTIES 4EVER*
none of those can ever happen anymore...
but but if we really really want to then i guess it could happen
it'll be so hard to talk to u now after this
i can't call u and start talking bout crap like i used to all the time last time
those times are just over
but one thing i'm still mad of is that u hid things from me.
hate me just tell me
i'm sry i didn't tell u too k?
do promise u won't hate me anymore...
i'll do anything just anything to have u back as my BESTIE
i love u very much and it's true
i said i hated u was cause i didn't actually took the time to think more bout wad u've done for me through out the time i knew u..and i was just plain self-fish...
sorry! that's all i can say as i do not know how to face u anymore..
hope things will work out....

Melinda

don't u ever dare to kill urself...if u ever do i will I WILL hate u for the rest of my life
do u think it's actually worth it
GOD gave u a chance to experience the life to be a human in this earth
and u just throw it aways cause u think that u've done too much mistakes
when u said that the person u hated was me..
i was damn hurt
i treated u as the person i could depend on the MOST at that time..
i shared every single secret i had with u
and u didn't show any reaction of u hating me
all u did was tell me that person was yokeyee
so i thought heyy i should cheer u up blablabla
but when u actually said it was me.
my heart just broke
i was so hurt i couldn't even eat my lunch properly, concentrate in tuition
i tried to hide it from u and yy by acting happy as i always do
but deep deep down inside i was so hurt...
i thought i could trust u but i can't...
i know u don't trust me...it's ok there're other ppl that do trust me
but i DO TRUST U with all my heart and this was how u repay me...
i'm deeply hurt but i do do do love u with all my heart
u've been there to share so many good times with me
bad times too! but not alot..i guess this is one of the few
i love u very muchie mels

so i really really wish that we 3 will still be best friends like we did...
exactly like how we were b4 the jamboree....
i want all those back
i might be greedy this time
but i really wish god would help me
i don't mind shortening my life for 1 month
as long as i get back my TWO best friends WOON YOKE YEE and MELINDA LEE

i though i could live without them...being with meiyi and jinhwei is really fun too...
but after thinking bout it now...
i can't!
u guys mean so much to me
my love for u did changed but i'm making my heart change it back
i want it back!
the fun times we 3 always had
everythin!

netball!

2007-01-14T03:14:00.000-08:00

hey peepz...ignore the last post k...it was just some mood changing thingy that happened to me..hahah..anyways netball competition is like 2 weeks away and and i'm still missing practices....last week twice...thx to SOMEONE who didn't wanna play..lolx..anywayz..sat i decided to go for scouts..then suddenly meiyi came up to me and said that jolla was mad at me so i ran down and and i got kinda like a lecture from jolla...but it was ok la...now my semangat to play higher de..hahaha...unlike last year we had like 4 months to practice now only got bout 3 and a half weeks...haihx...saddening..anywayz..jolla chose the posses de..
andddd the under 15 team consists of:
chowie: Centre
ying: WA
Rina: WD
Munnz:GA
yuenx/meix: GD
Angela: GK
Sabrina:GS

subs i'm not sure yet...mels better go if not i shall ???? her...

anywayz....13th jan is melinda's daddy birthday...and also my ?????...lolx...u guys should understand...<3 color="#3333ff">HER so much ..lolx...
kk...

love,
sukiyoling (my scout name too)

BITCH U!

2007-01-11T00:19:00.000-08:00

I HATE U AND THAT"S FINAL! U're such a bitch la...sooo damn betrayer....hate u forever!!who do i hatee??U!!!and it remains a secret only between me and someone.....haihx..how i wish i didn't have to meet u...so i can hate u more now.....oh fine it's ok with me as long as u fuck off now....

hate u,
sukiyoling

boo!

2007-01-09T01:39:00.000-08:00

why do i talk so loud????i always wonder to myself...wad's wrong with me...could it be that i'm deaf so i have to talk louder to hear myself??orr maybe i'm just born like that...lolx..EVERYONE keep on telling me yuenling, why talk so loud i'm just next to u....even my mummie says that...hmmmmm...must change wei...must talk soft soft...hahah...i know i'm crazy!....

morning session....wad can i say??it's super tiring but but it's actually HONESTLY nicer! cause got more time to do things... sleeping in class can be nice too! tomorrow's gonna be a hectic day wei...go to school...stay back for the scouts recruitment day and then netball training..can die la...haihxx....i dun wanna go!

oh oh and caely said that i'm not suitable to be the reception person...i wonder whyy??hmm..means rite i can't be a clerk, waitress? or anything that has to do with reception-ing..hahah...shit got less job oppurtunities de...but who cares me goal is to be PILOT!
please don't stare at me with that "YOU"RE JOKING" look k??/i seriously want to be a pilot ok and i shall show everyone i can do it!!wheee.....means my dreams will be accomplished...wahhahaha....
things i must make sure to become a pilot:
-must not wear specs means cannot have power..
-ermmm...must be really good in geography and physics
-must be willing to risk my life...hahah....
u know wad when i become a pilot then i shall tell..hahah...hopefully this blog won't die off b4 that...hahahaha..

ok ok..gotta call my auntie now...scary scary...

love,
sukiyoling

busy busy

2007-01-05T22:24:00.000-08:00

boo ya!!thanks so much melss...love ya to the loads...and i dooo loveeee chocolates...dunno how can people actually hate that CHOCOLATE....yummmmyyy....it's like sweet and sweet and it makes my hypperr..but nothing else can make me more hyper than NESCAFE! yeaa!!anywayz...i have sooo many things to do le...but nooo i'm still sms-ing, talking on the phone and going onlinee...haihx..sad me...i really need to FOCUS wei! hahah...hmmm let's see i got
4 essays to do
, 2 more literature essays,
read a book,
type up my HOF,
study the idioms,
do the class duty roster,
maths hw,
moral hw,
maths tuition hw *loads of it*,
science hw

and and and..make the christmas i repeat CHRISTMAS cards for people...

ARGHHHH!!!how to finish wei..smr must study at least 1 hr a day....gosshhh...

oh oh guess waddd???* me favourite phrase*....weiliam's joining pn molly's tuition the same day as me...ohgoshh..the class is just gonna be more NOISY thats all..won't be a problem..hahaha....

ehhh...melsss..wad solution ar??me dun get it..haha..explain in more detailed..haahha...

shout outs:

melx: thanks thanks so much for teman-ing me yesterday...why dun play netball huh huh??haihx..u ar..but seriously la thanks for staying back with me..love ya loads!

yy: careful la u...dun let those flying thingys bite u anymore...make me damn scared only...hhaha....

weil: thanks so much for cheering me up ALL THE TIME!..and of course teman-ing me everytime i'm bored which is almost all the time..hahahha...love ya loads!

erina: mummy!love going back from school with u...but dun la always say u're hungry la...then u tempt me to eat with u only...I"M TRYING TO GO ON DIET !hahah...but yea i love bubbly tea and u love bubble tea!wheeee

sir ryui: thanks for talking to me when i was bored...really appreciate it...mwahxx

darl munnz: ehh sry for stepping on leg durign netball ya...but dunno why my leg hurt too!hahahah....love ya to the bits darlin..

meiyi: MONITOR!, love ya loads gal!everytime bully me la...dun care bout me wan only care bout jinhwei..huh!

jin hwei: love sitting with u..this year i can focus in class de..hahah...sit with yy sure talk wan..hahaha....but seriously it's great sitting with u..hehehe

yeaa..that's bout it..i really appreciate all of me friends for keeping me happy all the time!

love,
sukiyoling

2007-01-05T08:10:00.000-08:00

im great *claps*...

hey ppl...guess who am i?..
haha...im not suppose to blog for t.h.e.m..
but since it took me an hour to fix t.h.e.i.r blog..
i guess i shud have sum kind of reward rite?...
yeap....guess guess...who am i?..
look and observe...see the dots and dots?...

i am...i am..
Melinda .haha...yea took me hell lota trouble to fix this..
to yuenz and weil...hope u like the skin i memilihi..
since yuenz loves chocolate...decided to get this for her!...
hee~...hope it does'nt tempt u !..haha...

ok..yuenz..u better treat me sumhow for this...
my eys are sooo sored and tired now...all red de...

[ please.leave.this.post.alone.its.for.my.sake]

hearts,
~*[melx]*~

blogspot's the best

2007-01-01T06:28:00.000-08:00

hello!! i decided to change my blog back to blogspot cause xanga rite need to pay ...haix...not worth it la if have to pay..haha...so it's gonna be everything the same la...owned by weiliam and I...well he better update it more often now that he go no reason to NOT UPDATE!..everytime say cannot update..hahah...ok ok...it's the second day of 2007..wheee....and my countdown was one of the best i ever had..went to one u...then went shopping for daddy's sunnies..and mels doens't know wad sunnies are..hahaha...yea bought them...smr so expensive haih haih....and then followed my mummie to MNG, FOrever 21, Zara and coffee bean ..imagine..i only went to 3 shops from 9 till 11...hmphh...was like waiting for my mum to choose this and that...only enjoyed F21 but was actually getting bored of the clothes there de...and i dun really have the mo0d to shop anymore since my mum said NO MORE CLOTHES FOR U! U SPEND TOO MUCH DE!..haihx..sad me...but CNY coming so me daddie promised another new set of clothes...wheeee....i dun care i must get tat pair of jeans from forever21 and hmmmm i'll try out and Esprit top...heheh..never had something from esprit b4 in my wholeee life...sad rite...after shooping i went out to the street party and Nicholas TEo was singing then...he's jsut so adorable but not CUTE!hahahaha...then the australia band thingy came out not that nice la.but there was one ONLY ONE hottie!hahaha...yea then walked back to the carpark..luckilly parked the car at the open carpark behind the new wing...so it was nearer..and it took us ONE HOUR just to get out of the carpark...hmpphhh...smr the sms system was so slow and jammed up so reply one message also take bout 10 min to send..haix....then i went to KAYU!sadly missed mels by 5 minutes...*if u stayed longer...u could have saw me in the skirt u bought for me*hmphhh....went home and didn't sleep till 5 something..but at least i woked up at 1 unlike someone who slept earlier and woke up later..hints hints....

me cousies came down yesterday...shengyuen is going to college in kl..YEA! *after ur exams u better bring me ice skating ya*...was suppose to follow them shopping just now but had to go for tuition...bluekkkxxx...hate it!i mean the tuition was ok la..just wanted to go out wit my cousins..kk..that's all for now!ciauz